rebellious heart

Sometimes my heart goes rebellious and it is so hard to be controlled. I don't know why and how to get back in control.

Things change in my life. I can't solve the problems and I can't organize my ideas well enough. I can't even prioritize which comes first.

Sometimes , I have an idea and I think it is a good idea. But guess what?? my body seems do not cooperate with my idea which comes from a rationale thinking. Ikut ati je..

Siti sang " tidak sia2 aku diuji". amin.. I put the hope there. I hope my heart can still believe.