jauh~~

I will be going to national service tomorrow. The camp is not to far.Just about 30-60 min from home.ngeh!! I cant really describe my feeling..

I did the shopping just now with my aunt (whom i called Abu Yah) since my parents were back in the village, kampung Saai for urgent matter. Last night ,my mak come knocking on my room door at 2 a.m. saying that my grandfather from my father side was sick. It was a 2nd stroke, from the previous CT scan of the first one, the physician confirmed that there was a blood clot in his head.

So, my mak , apak & k.Tam headed back to Saai on 7 a.m in the morning. Im quite upset for that reason I guess. I need to go to the PLKN tomorrow .. ergh! I wish to join them visiting my Apak Cikgu. yup..Apak Cikgu.That's what us, his grandchildren called him because he was a teacher back in his time.

His real name is Mohamed Faiz bin Jamaluddin. I think his name is quite modern for his time. When I asked my apak , he said that the name was in the holy Quran.I get to know the meaning from my friend (her name is faizah) and it means success. Well , I dont really have much memory with him because we did not live together. I only get to see him during the holiday (which I rarely have). But one significant memory remains is the sugared watermelon.erm.. to better explain this , I will write in Bahasa Melayu.

Biasanya kalau kita potong buah tembikai , akan still ada sedikit isi yang tertinggal dekat kulit dia tu. So , apa yang Apak Cikgu Buat ialah dia korek-korek-korek isi2 yang ada tu masukkan dalam mangkuk. Then tambahkan sedikit gula dan makan.. nyaman!! kamek suka.I love it very much.And I think my siblings love it too..

erm... I am so........ I don't know..Actually , my family and I have planned spend our weekend at kmpung Saai, to visit our grandparents because k.Tam will be going back to Penang next week. Unfortunately, the PLKN letter arrived and the registration day is also tomorrow. ergh!! So my parent cancel the plan because they want to send me over to the camp. Pity my parent, they are caught in the middle. Tomorrow , they will be going back to my house in the morning and will sent me off in the afternoon. Luckily the registration open from 9-5 p.m . thank you JLKN.But still I wish I have the opportunity to visit him. Can't stand another departure without me seeing the person.