30 march 2011

Alhamdulillah.. hari yang indah.. =) Segala puji bagi ALLAH yang mengangkat segala dukacitaku.. wahai hati... gembiralah seadanya kegembiraan. jangan takut.. bukankah kita harus bersyukur andai kegembiraan menjengah , dalam sedih pun harus ada syukur.. Ya ALLAH , teguhkan lah teguhkanlah hati ini ya ALLAH.. teguhkanlah.. hari ini aku merasa gembira. pertama sekali , kerana aku dapat berkomunikasi dan meluahkan diri aku , jiwa aku , apa yang aku rasa. Alhamdulillah...Di tempat kerja , aku merasa semakin tenang dan yakin dengan apa yang aku lakukan. Amat gembira sekali bila melihat anak2 yang mampu kita bantu dari segi pertuturan dan bahasa.. dan semestinya dengan Izin ALLAH... =) kemudiannya, hari ini, aku telah berjumpa dengan sales advisor perodua. ehem2.. so korang tau la kan .. niat aku neyh.. herm~~~ any updates nanti , aku gtau korang ek.. =)) dah malam.. nak tido dulu... aku bedebar.. huhuhu.. semoga tidur dengan nyenyak malam ni.. dan insyaALLAH, jadi hamba yang beriman dan soleh .. Selawat dan salam ke atas Rasul junjungan dan keluarga serta para sahabat. Terima kasih ya ALLAH.kuatkanlah hati ini ya ALLAH, dan terima kasih atas kegembiraan ini..

satu jemputan

Ya ALLAH... ampunkan dosaku..

bila mana suatu hari , sang suruhan-Mu datang menjemput.

Ampunkan dosa ku ya ALLAH

Semakin hari ku rasakan semakin hampir.

Aku punya persediaan yang tak seberapa.

Ampunkan dosaku ,

Wahai ALLAH yang maha mengetahui..

yang maha tahu akan isi hati.

Hati ini penuh dengan pelbagai sangkaan, pelbagai jangkaan ,

Maka ya ALLAH, kau buangkanlah sangkaan dan jangkaan yang bukannya dari hati yang suci,

Ampunkanlah wahai ALLAH .. tuhan sekalian alam.

semakin jauh daripadamu dan semakin aku takut..

AMpunkalah dosaku Ya ALLAH , bersihkanlah hati ku ini,

sebelum terlalu lambat untukku.

ampunkan lah ya ALLAH dosa hamba yang hina ini .

jauhkanlah aku dari sombong dan sifat2 mazmumah.. nauzubillah...

berjalan2 macam aku punya jalan.. lalala... (xley diamalkan slalu)

Berjalan...

Alhamdulillah, hari ni aku diberi kesempatan untuk berjalan . Aku balik kerja, lepas solat, aku cek bahan2 kat dapur dan aku terus berangkat ke kedai dekat ngan rumah aku berjalan kaki. hehe.. Setelah sekian lama, akhirnya aku berjaya!! yatta!!! Hajatnya tadi aku nak memasak ayam masak lemak. So, aku gi kedai, beli bahan-bahan berikut;

a. ayam separuh badan
b. kunyit hidup dua kerat
c. kelapa parut sebiji
d. cili hijau empat ulas(ke biji??)
e. serai 2 ulas
f. sardin satu tin
g. maggi 5 paket
h. 100plus 1 botol ..
i. mayonis satu paket

yang f-i tu memang dah takde kaitan dari menu asal... tu saje -saje aku beli... erm... selepas melintas jalan sebatang dua, parit sekangkang dua macam odw aku pergi tadi, aku pun sampai rumah. sampai rumah.. aku dah penat.. haha.. jeng jeng jeng... aku tak masak. semuanya aku letak dalam peti... kebetulanlah housemet aku kak nurul dan kak ija masak.. aku masak nasi je... ngeh3... terima kasih housmet2 ku!!! =)

p/s : btambah point aku nak beli kreta..hehe...

keberanian diperlukan!

Encik keberanian, silalah datang... saya tak berani... banyaknya benda... berani berani berani.. besi berani..

menclear otak part 5 (final episode)

41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
My parents of course..I don't spend much time with my parents since high school.Let my last day be theirs. (still I am thankful for given chance to have parents.kalau jd anak yatim lagi sedih kan... -->statement pujuk hati.)

42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
sorry.. tak.. heee... kalau aku , attractive and famous tu memang dah semulajadi.. lalala~~

43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
i dont know the answer at the moment. let me figure it out. KIV soklan ni.. hee..

44.When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
perhaps , when there is no other's right and life being jeopardize.

45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
because sometimes we (I) cant stand the demotivation effect after making mistakes.. =) kalau tak berturutan or kecik2.. mungkin aku blh tahan lagi.. other than that.. i think i need rest.

46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
herm.... KIV.. banyak senarai..

47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
Semalam.. or pagi tadi..

48. What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
I love helping people out and I love to love people. I love communicating with people. I love to learn, I love to jalan2 and think... I love to ask questions.. tapi....... malangnyaaa... tidak... saya tidak melakukannya kebelakangan ini .. sebab saya segan.. tak tahu sejak bilaa... ohh...

49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
probably no... probably yes..

50.Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
I'm making it for myself. others can influence me tapi...

teeeeetttttttttt.... end of questions... ok... masa untuk aku review balik soklan2 KIV aku.. .. nanti2..

menclear otak part 4

huhuhu... part 4... silakan ...

31.At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
My high school and my last semester in USM...

32.If not now, then when?
Later , when i know the time has come, and I am ready...

33.If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
teeettttttt KIV..

34.Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
nope... belom lagi.. knape ye kalau dah?i want to know, what should i do next?

35.Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
again, religions were blamed to cause war. my answer : because some of the believer (the war initiator) does not understand the religion itself.

36.Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
Sometime it is clear. sometimes we must be careful.

37.If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
nope... if i have the best job. why would i?

38.Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
the later ...

39.Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
nope. every single day is unique.

40.When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
can it be now?

menclear otak part 3

ye ye je aku menclear otak.. huhu.. takpe2.. lepas abis soklan nanti kita tgk laa clear ke tak clear.. ngee.. so kita sambung soalan seterusnya...

21.Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
joyful simpleton.. yeah... really... seriously...

22.Why are you, you?
KIV... susah soalan ni.. haha.. =p guna strategi menjawab soalan time SPM... wat soklan snang dulu.. kata cikgu aku.. ngeee..

23.Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
erm.... susahnye soklan... ngeee... Next! hehee..

24.Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
the later of course.. . kalau kawan moves away to , it's just physical separation. tp the later is a torture.

25.What are you most grateful for?
born as a muslim. alhamdulillah.

26.Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
KIV... waaaa... soklan part 3 memang mencabar... ngaaaaa!!!

27.Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
it is. there certain things that we just have to accept without challenging it. =) <>

28.Has your greatest fear ever come true?
KIV..

29.Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
I can't recall any...but it's okay.. it doesn't matter now..

30.What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
Again.... KIV..